Feeling bitter and alone today. First time in a while. Spent weekend with Lilsister (who rang boyfriend 48 times during our night away – cute? but vomit inducing). Sat in cafe with her in Howth (2 phone calls) and watched all the hip parents and perfect couples my age doing hikes or playing in the park. Cue feelings of loss. Although in the last year ExHimself would not take part in any fitness or outdoor activities with me. But do remember hikes in Adelaide with flasks of tea and sambos. Sad.
Saturday went to Panties’ house for delish feed and watched her hubby rub her feet. Lobomonster does not have this anymore. In fact over the last year feet had fallen into total disrepair and ExHimself refused to rub.
Off to shops now for Budget-Aware present shopping. Hoping for happier thoughts as a result.